Soooo, my 21st birthday is coming up next month and i'm so excited yet at the same time i'm scared shit less. I have no clue what i wanna do in life. One day i wanna go to school and the next I don't..... I'm stuck in this huge rut and I have no clue what to do.
I ask my mom for assisttence in what to do and she just says "well it's your life you get to figure that out" well thanks a lot mom for the assisttence. Ugh. It's so annoying.
And on top of all that shit my dad is on my back about Impact, and how bad he thinks it is and how he think they brain washed me and all that bullshit. He has NO CLUE what impact is and i've asked him if he's open to hearing about but he just says "No i don't need that shit i'm not broken" Well no one ever said you were broken and there not there to fix you for hell sake. Ugh. It's so annoying. I have no clue what to do anymore with him, there's some days where i just wanna throw in the towel and be like screw it. You can go out there on your own and find out what it is and then the next day it scares to let him go out there.
Impact is so special to me that i'm at a point in my life where i'm not willing to share it with him because of how he acts and how he treats me when it comes to Impact. If he's not open to lisetning and learing then what the hell's to point? I would love for someone to answer that for me. It would be sooooooo nice to have that answerd.
Ugh i'm done for the night.
Peace!
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