Friends.

I often ask myself..."what is a real friend?" well today i think i might have figured it out...
A friend is someone there for you no matter what, no matter how long it's been that you haven't talked to each other, that person still shows up in your life, being there for you no matter what.
Weather it be listening to your problems, having a shoulder to cry on, or just having those conversations that make you both laugh and cry... I have those friends or shall i say friend.... I know i have lots of girl friends and just friends in general, and don't get me wrong, i love them all very very much, i don't know where i would be without them.... but there's one that just keeps showing up for me, and that's...
Shannon...I know we've had our ups and downs and we get to each other sometimes, but in the end we can sit down, talk and get things out on the table. Not only that we have A LOT in common, we like the same clothes, music and so much more, she's like the twin sister i never had... apparently god made us friends cause he couldn't handle us as sisters. Lol
Nicki too is one of my soul sisters, we balance each other out in different ways, i'm more of the level headed one and she's more of the risk taker, i like to sit back and listen and he likes to talk up a storm (most the time). Again with her we have had our ups and downs and have gotten through them all, hell we wouldn't have EST.1998 tattoos on us if our friendship hasn't lasted...
She turely is my best friend.

Sarah, my beautiful, amazing Sarah. I miss her so much, i feel like i haven't seen her in months almost years! I remember the first time we "met" ha. Oh what a week that was, she hated my freakin' guts. Witch i understood then, and now she LOVES me and is one of my closest and dearest friends. She too is one person i can talk to anything about. We have a very open and honest relationship, and that's why i love her so much and miss her so much. I have open relationships with Shannon and Nicki but not like i do with Sarah, she knows where i'm coming from when we talk about things, she knows my "language". Lol.
She also knows who she is and why she is here, and that's such a beautiful amazing thing to know. :) I love you Sarah and I miss you. :(
These are truly the three girls i KNOW i can count on to show up for me in my life no matter what. And there is no other magical number then the number 3 :) I am so grateful for you girls, and i love you so much.

Thank you thank you thank you for showing up and being you. :)